Every year I usually get so excited about Christmas, but this year all it seems to me is a biggg hassle and a time for everything to annoy the hell out of me. Whether it be the "overly cheerful" people or the repetitive annoying commercials, like you better get your Christmas shopping done soon or its all going to be gone.
Whoopiefreakindooo! I could care less, maybe its because for once, I'm not wanting some ridiculous present.
(Side note--in the past I have asked for some pretty ridiculous crap for Christmas, like an overhead projector when I wanted to be a teacher, A horse, eh theres no reason for that. A drum set, when I wanted to be apart of a band, and I got all of those things BTW, but now that theres nothing special I want it seems pointless to me)
I know I know, the holidays aren't about presents, but spending time with family and loved ones. && maybe also its because I don't have a "special someone" in my life and believe me that sucks during the holidays when you don't have someone to cuddle up next to, but its something I've chose to do, I cant handle a man in my life and that's probably best because I know I can be the worlds biggest b*tch and I know I'm not ready for another relationship so I would just be hurting the guy.
WAIT I'M GETTING OFF SUBJECT!!
I'm not trying to be a Debbie downer, it might just be my feelings now, but when I hear jingle bells or any other Christmas song, I want to punch a baby(BTW I'm totally against that) but its how I feeelll! i wish it would go away because I feel like the Grinch. I'm sorry if I totally just depressed someone right now :) I'll cheer up sometime, until then I will say Merry Christmas!!!<<totally sarcastic :P
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